Replay the accident...

Those waves of passion.
Did they help knock you down?
If I'm too cold inside, to sad to smile,
Don't think I'll breathe when you come around.
Superstar, baby, it's what you've become.
The lines were sang, baby, bang the doldrums.
If they said, "It's love. It's in you to give,"
why did your love come attack my wrists?
You don't know me.
Baby, I don't know me.
Why does your face keeping coming around.
Just when I'm about to let go.
Stage lights, street lights.
Will you fight under them when I'm gone?
But there's so many things I've done.
You shouldn't know....
Baby, you'll never know.
If I'm too weak to be your cure.
Baby, could I be your accident?
No, but I'll keep on trying.
You know, this is more than she's ever done.


I am in one of my emo moods tonight.
I have a wonderful boy laying right here by my side.
Don't get jealous, it is not what it seems, he is more like my younger brother anyways, except he reminds me of you.
My mom's surgery got pushed back to next week, I forgot I didn't tell anyone but Lee.
Getting the money that is owed to me is beginning to be harder then I thought it would be.
Still sick how long has it been now?
Pills are looking so good right about now but I am with and talking to people that are keeping me sane at the moment.
I know that you are going to call or something to yell at me about that.
Thank god for them.
Lee I hope you are feeling and doing better, you are one of the very important people in my life and if wasn't talking to you tonight I might have done something bad.

More Later...