I remember...

Here goes a heart felt rant:

If everyone cared & nobody cried.
If everyone loved & nobody lied.
If everyone shared & swallowed their pride.
We'd see the day when nobody lied.
I remember: the day when this came in my mind
Have you ever felt so low that it feels like your lungs have been filled with water? Have you felt that twinge, that cringe in the pit of your stomach where happiness used to flutter?
I remember: When all I've felt, is all I've delt, and their's no way you can save me.
No needle is strong enough to sew my heart back together.
No notebook can help my express my mind.
Even though my lyrics and venting in them keep me sane.
I remember: When I couldn't have anybody, not even my own shadow.
I hold the world accused, & only have myself to blame.
I remember: What it's like to feel like the world finds you guilty of being alive.
One day I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
It still tries to beat...
Let's Li/ove forever. Or as long as we can.


Now the randomness:
I wish I felt better, being sick sucks.
I am waiting to wake up in the morning and it be gone.
I am worried about Lee she hasn't answered any of my texts today.
Boys and their hormones are driving me insane.
Still waiting to get paid.
Working at the Venue last night was fun.
The after part sucked, again with boys and their hormones.
Didn't sleep too well.
Tea isn't working today.

Top 5 songs I am listening to right now:
1.) Make Damn Sure- TBS
2.) Over My Head- The Fray
3.) Runaway- Cartel
4.) Liar- TBS
5.) Lying is the most fun...-P!ATD

Love me or hate me that is the question....
More later..