kisses in the rain....

I guess I forgive too easily.
Things are better now.
He said he sorry and I forgave.
I can't wait to see him and the rest of the guys tomorrow.
It's funny how we are so much alike and because of that we knock heads because we are too stuborn.
I might only get to see you for one day but that's enough to last a lifetime for me.
I now you miss me but I miss you too more then anything.
I hate when I hear or see things about you because it makes me wonder, and then when we aren't talking it hurts.
It's funny how much my life is centered around you.
I guess at the moment my life isn't too bad it could be so much more fucked up then it is.
I wish you had been with me last night, I had to get up and sing more or less right on the spot, but thank god I got to with a friend.
As I am sitting here writting this I am thinking of all the things I am thankful for I don't know why but I am.
It's funny how much I have changed in a year.
For the better or not time will only tell.
And now for the randoms:
I love it when it rains.
I love music, but anyone can tell you that my life is music more or less.
I am so glad that I have Lee to turn to when I need someone because the people here just don't understand.
I often wonder why I moved back to Georgia because it hasn't brought me anything good.
I really hope that I find something out from SEMO and soon.
Life seems to keep going down hill.
I love you yet sometimes I wonder if ou really love me or not, somedays its hard to tell.
I hate how we hurt eachother yet you always find the words to make everything ok.
But most of all I hate me, I pick myself apart from top to bottom even when there may not be anything wrong.


"Depression is overtaking her"