Thing to smile for...

Lee: I am so glad we shared the things that we did last night.
Its great to know that we can share something like that with eachother.

Now the things to smile for today:
Getting to talk to Ashlee.
That I woke up from my sleep.
That things are still going good between me and you.
That for this split second in my life I feel like everything is going right.

So things have been so crazy lately at times this and talking to Lee are the only ways that I can get anything off of my cheast.
The future is scaring me... no not the near but the farther off.
Marriage and kids.
By the time I am 30 I want it all.
But what if something happened that prevented it?
Ok we need good thoughts.
Music...it's my escape for everything.
Writting it.
Singing it.
More or less breathing it.
It consumes me.

If you could answer this question(s) and know it would all happen would you be happy?
What do you want to do for the rest of your life?
Who will you marry and will it last?
How many kid will you have?
Will any of them be adpoted?
Will you get everything you ever wanted out of life?

These are some of the questions that I have in my head right now.
Anyone care to answer them for me?

I know that this was a rather random post but I am a rather random person.