Monday, January 22, 2007

I've had a bad day again...

Not just me but Lee has also had a bad day.
I no longer have my cleaning job.
Lee got dropped from the label.
I swear when one thing happens to one of us that same day the other gets bad news as well.
Karma is a bitch.
Maybe its time to move back home.
Finding a job here is hard, but so easy up there.
I could work at the mall there but my aunt won't let us here.
Like I said me and Lee will take the world by storm, no matter what it takes.
Thankyou for Friday, it ment the world to me.
I know we didn't get alot of alone time but we made the most of it.
Yes I did steal your shirt, don't I always but you stole my shirt too(that sounds kind of bad).
It was hard to say bye this time, because who knows if it would be the last.
Laying in the bunk with you was great, the little whispers shared between us that no one eles will know.
I wish I could have gone with you, how I wish I could have.
We never really did get to watch our movie, I don't mind.
More Later....
*edit*
and now I shall continue....
I should have gone with you for the weekend now I won't see you for a few months while your out there touring on the other side of the world!
I miss you already....is that a bad thing?
Me and you we fit together like glue.
Man that was lame.
I miss home more then anything right now.
How do I tell my family that I want to go back?
Wow...why do I feel like crying? I don't really know things just seem to be so stressful today that I don't even know what to do today or anymore...time for a get away.
Am I being rather random?
oh well not feeling it once again.
Let down number 2!

*edit number 2*...... (lets see if this is going to be a let down too)
well after I have relaxed a little I have come to the conclusion that it is indeed time to get away.
Watching little kids tomorrow should be fun.
I keep wishing I was with you.
Do I keep repeating myself?
I want it to snow!
Why do I have you on the brain?

Ashlee: Help me out, I need to run away! I am glad you are always here where would I be without you? Dead I am pretty sure. You keep being there for everything. How do you deal with me? I am a basketcase! I talk about everything yet nothing to you all at once. Your my best friend.

thats all on the brain right now.

"break me down watch me fall but maybe I won't crumble at all"

1 comment:

xdinosaursxgoxrawrx said...

Wow at the relationship we have. I will always be here no matter what. We're going at this thing together, you and me. I've been let down alot in the past but I think this is a good choice. I think this is for good. You are my everything and i agree. Without you, i would be nothing but jumbled words and recycled phrases in a little shoebox under my bed. I love you. you are my best friend.