Friday, January 5, 2007

I guess its not ment to be!

Well things with school didn't go as planned, I had to have 30 credits to transfer and only had 28 and my math COMPASS test scores were too low! So I am going to be looking at Southeast Missouri State University! So realizations in the last 24 hours.
Some colleges suck they hate to do anything to help people out.
I miss my boys so much but they are out doing something in the world that makes the little teenie girls love them.
I hate not being able to sleep because of the stresses I am under and my mind fill with the thoughts of you.
I can't love you but I would love nothing more then to be able to.
I am so pessimistic. I see the worst in everything and mostly in myself.
I want to just go outside and sit in the rain just to have all my pains washed away.
And behind my fake smile are all the things I can not say!


Lovesucks

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