I had the dream again....
What does it all mean?
I just wish I knew what was going on in my life.
I think its going to be a rainy day, which I love but why am I not looking forward to it?
I have so much on my mind right now... that's what happens when I don't sleep.
What am I going to do?
I have so much on my mind and no one to vent it to right now other then Lee, but I feel like I keep venting to much to her, and she has enough of her own to deal with right now too.
I wish everything wasn't so hard to deal with right now.
Missing you is causing me pain, but pain that I can deal with because when I see you again I will be completely happy. You said you wanted to take me away so that it is just the two of us. You are going to get your wish, because I need to get away.
YAY for writting because today that is my escape, in a blog or lyrics it doesn't really matter I just need to get these things out.
Its these thoughts in my mind that make me wonder why you want me, you know that there are more girls out there you can have and are so much more everything then me.
I am a nobody.
I am not pretty.
I am not perfect.
I am nothing.
Yet you still want me. Why is that?
More to come today.....
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2 comments:
Everything sucks right now but you can still come to me with whatever you want. I dont get mad or tired of it. I'm just...here. I think you are perfect. But I can't comment for "him" on that subject but you have my opinion. lol
I am nothing close to perfection but thankyou for thinking so.
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