Shine on diamond eyes...

Its the second night that I have had this dream, my cell rings, its the middle of the night and it's my father, and at that second I know something is wrong but I never get to find out what it is because I wake up gasping for air...

Any ways I was up till 4 I can never sleep.
Your eyes are haunting me.
There are days I just want to be in your arms and never leave them.
You seem to take all of the pain away.
I miss just laying with you and the dog and not having to say anything.
I always talk about you in this thing.

Ashlee: I don't know what I would do without you, your there when things get crazy, and when I just need to talk to someone. I really hope that I get to start in the fall with you. I can't wait to see you! YAY! I am sure we are going to have some crazy times.

more to come later.

"Your the MVP of heartbreak"