Seems like when you want things to go right they just don't. I'm so stress and I fear I'm taking it out on people and I don't mean to. My mom is in the hospital and had been for almost a month now? or something like it. My grandmother is in the hospital too. And school? My god it's stressing me out so much. I've even picked one of my bad habits up again. I really don't need to but its better then the other right? I feel like I am losing so much and gaining so little. I wish I wasn't feeling like this all at once but thats how it seems to happen. But, I'm trying not to show all of it. I have people to help and things to do so it all seems never ending. I've given up on trying to write becuase I just can't seem to make the time to do it. I just came back from spring break but I feel like I need a break again and it has only been a day. I feel like I'm letting people down too. Lee is my life here apart from the few people that I do know and I feel like I am even letting her down but I'm just so drained and I don't think people get it sometimes. 10 to 1 says I'm going to cause myself to get sick and end up in the hospital or end up having a flair up which I don't need any of right now.
Lee: Sorry if I seem so down and bitchy lately. I really don't mean to at all but you know how life gets. *kisses* love you!
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